* My soul weeps*

My friend sent me an email containging a link to http://www.blasphemychallenge.com, there they give you an opportunity to eternally damn your soul, by denying the existence of the Holy Spirit. In echange they will send you some documentary on why God doesn't exist. My soul weeps for these poor misguided people, who now have sent themselves to an eternity of pain and suffering and torment.

Precious and loving God, I pray that you would work in the hearts of those running this atrosity. Open their eyes and hearts to see what they have done to so many. Father God I pray that someone will minister to anyone considering doing this, to recieve a documentary, or who would do it just for kicks. Holy spirit I pray that you would fall, upon a fallen world, and upon a sleeping church who stand idally by without a response. Father wraps us all in your warmth and strength. For its in the precious and wonderful name of Christ Jesus I pray. Amen and Amen!!

*Oh My Soul*




Tonight my soul is troubled. Tonight I can't shake this feeling of dread and doubt and fear. I've been here in my room for teh past hour and a half crying (literally) out to God, he won't show the next move, he won't show me the end. Oh my soul. I've had this feeling since about 4:00, all through dinner I sat pondering what the source of it is, yet I've come up with nothing. Oh my soul. I know this feeling, its haunting grasp takes me back. Back to a time, a very deep and dark time in my life. A time I neither care to remember nor describe, but I know that I have a blessed assurance that one day and soon God will give me peace like a river.


Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine!
O what a foretaste of glory divine!
Heir of salvation, purchase of God,
born of his Spirit, washed in his blood.
Refrain:
This is my story, this is my song, praising my Savior all the day long;
this is my story, this is my song, praising my Savior all the day long.
2. Perfect submission, perfect delight,
visions of rapture now burst on my sight;
angels descending bring from above echoes of mercy, whispers of love.
(Refrain)
3. Perfect submission, all is at rest;
I in my Savior am happy and blest,
watching and waiting, looking above,
filled with his goodness, lost in his love.
(Refrain)